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I am seriously craving pho. Omnomnom.
The first time I ever ate pho was last summer in Vancouver. Gil & I were always talking about it, so I was like "Okay! In a few days, I'm going to come visit you & we're gonna get some pho!" He didn't believe but surpriseeee! I showed up. Does that kinda count as our first date (even though technically I was still with Jack)? I hope it does, it was cute. We went to get pho for lunch and I took a picture of him to send to Gwen, we talked about what to do next so I called Karen and we agreed to meet up at SFU (he is useless when it comes to driving around Vancouver. Every time I ask him how to get somewhere, his response is always, "I don't know. I think it's ___ but I'm not sure." I'm like, "Haven't you lived here for like, three years now? How do you not know?").
I've noticed that every time I get a craving for pho, I've been missing him. Like now. I really wish he didn't live so far away. Well it's not really that far, but it's far enough that we can't see each other on a regular basis. I want hugssss! I miss all our visits. When I went up there for my birthday, we had fun! Why can't we be done with school so we can move in together already?!
I hate waiting |:
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I bought my first spring dress of the season. It's so cute.
Christina: Helloo! Tomorrow, si? If so could we meet up after 430 instead? I have a class earlier and at 4 i an appointment
Naomi: Okay (: wanna just go to the one by your house?
Christina: Where are we going again? haha
Naomi: Starbucks? XD
Blehh I don't know about this. I'm kinda excited to see her again but at the same time, I'm so fucking lame & I'm embarrassed for her to know about it |: Whatever. I'm gonna get me a jobbbb. Googling & making a list of places to apply ... not some crappy dept store that I hate within the first three days, ughh. I'm so picky ): My mom asked, "Well what kind of job do you want?" and I said, "I want to work somewhere that I can stand for at least a year, somewhere I can wear makeup & not look more dressed up than the people coming in." Okay, so I just started to really get into wearing makeup besides eyeliner, but it looks cute so why would I not want to wear it every day? |: Today I went shopping with my mommy. Good bonding timee, we went out to eat & everything. Almost four hours later, and all she has is one pair of jeans & some undergarments but it's a better haul than if she had gone by herself. We were driving home and she said, "Thanks for coming with me & telling me what looks like crap on me. Who knows what I would've come home with otherwise ..." You're welcome? I'm probably gonna edit this later so yeahhhh
4.09 AM//-- Why?! Why am I still awake?! I was actually tired earlier, ughh. I just came back on to say that I love my ocean print duvet. I don't know why. It's just ... awesome. Also, my boyfriend is fun (: Why does Gwen get so absorbed in RO that she stops talking to me completely?! LOL <3
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| HAYUGOGUHL.
I'm in bed at freaking 2.30?! Amazing.
I'm kinda tempted to log in to RO. Gil didn't wanna play tonight so ... hmm. Maybe (but probably not). Alex & I ended up going out today. We ate at The Olive Garden which was yummyyyy, but I ate a jalapeno & burned my face off |: I can normally eat them but that one ... wow. At least their ingredients are fresh? Then we went to the mall, shop shop shop. All I bought was an eyeshadow palette. Alex, on the other hand, ended up buying foundation, an eyeshadow palette, nail polish, and hair dye. I feel very superficial lately |: Alex said I'm rubbing off on her. "Like, three months ago when I'd see someone, I'd just think 'Huh, not the best choice but whatever.' But now! Now I'm like, 'WHAT WERE THEY THINKING?!'" I said, "I'm not a bitch, I'm just opinionated!" There's a difference |: Blahh I have a plan for tomorrow ... we'll see how it works out. Prz be sunny!
gilbert says: WHAT IS LOVE
N a o m i says: bb don't hurt me
gilbert says: don't hurt me
gilbert says: nomoreee
LOL I love him. I should play FFXII on my DS, it's been sitting there forever.
An hour later//-- Forget it, I can't sleep ): I'll just pass out early tomorrow.
I feel like I have hypoglycemia ... I googled it. I wish I had my doctor's fb LOL
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My sleeping patterns are so out of whack.
I wanted to go to sleep early so I can stay up tomorrow because Gil doesn't have an early class on Tuesday but one click led to another, then another, and next thing I know it's 5 AM. Wth man Dx I was going to write a blog about Gil & I because we were kinda asdfghjkl at each other tonight ... He ignored me & I said some really mean things; not ideal. Then we just kinda went on like it never happened & played Literati, laughing, whatever. He said I looked really nerdy with my glasses & hair tied up just to play that game. He hasn't complimented me for a long time (Yes that's a compliment!). Or at least it feels like a long time. When we were done playing he said, "Nana, I'm sorry." But he doesn't know what he did so I said that apology doesn't really count. Not to be snarky or anything, it's just that, how can he really be sorry when he doesn't even know how he hurt me? Lately I feel like he's really pushing me aside. I try not to be too upset about, I realize he has other things going on, but I can only handle so much. I don't know, I'm a pretty needy girlfriend, but is it really so wrong to want attention from someone you love? But because he's been acting like that, I've been distancing myself as well and only adding to the problem. I want to do more girlfriend-ish things for him but I don't know if he's gonna get embarrassed. So the end of the night was nice (: Haha, this still ended up being about Gil.
Blehhhh Alex & I are supposed to go out to eat for lunch but I'm too lazy to scrape the snow off my car & it's practically out of coolant. Not to mention I want to get my eight hours of sleep! But if I sleep now I won't get up until like, 3 PM and then the entire day is practically gone. My life is so boring now. Somebody take me out ):
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